My lil sis is only ten, and no matter how annoying she can get - which has driven me to the brink multiple times daily - I still feel like smacking my dad whenever he yells at her. But I won't. I'm scared of him. No, terrified of him.
But I seriously don't get why Mom stays with him. He's yelled at her over small things, he's yelled at me for stupid things, and he's yelled at my lil sis for things she can't control.
He started yelling at her, something about food, but I'm not sure about the topic. I heard at least *two* f-bombs, *seven* dumb-donkeys, multiple d-words and s-words, and even a couple of times the b-word. You huts don't talk to a *ten year old* like that! Or anyone, really!
And he wonders why My older sister left... Why I'm so distant... Why my lil sis is so screwed up... He's an idiot. Or bi-polar. Or maybe all those years in the Marines made him insane. But then I guess that means Mom is either scared of him, or she, too, is crazy. I don't think any amount of love could keep a relationship like this together.
If there really *was* a God - which I'm seriously beginning to doubt - why would he make love hurt so much? Be so horrible to go through? But make everyone want it... -_- Are we just some kind of game to someone?
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